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Denying the Father's Role when Mother is a Narcissist - Blog Entry

23 Jun 2009 10:27 PM

I believe my mother has Narcissistic Personality Disorder. On the one hand, she's very altruistic and loving. But at the same time, she has deep feelings of inadequacy and puts forth an attitude of deep victimization.

As a result, I think that I, too, have NPD, even though I've been diagnosed with Anti-Social Personality Disorder. Similarly, I struggle with feelings of inadequacy, and I base my judgments of myself on whether others accept me. I have elitist thoughts from time to time, and also lack in empathy. However, I'm not completely devoid of empathy or remorse, as ASPD would suggest.

In any case, I find Cognitive Behavioral Therapy to be very helpful, and I wish my mother would give it more consideration.

I was recently released from jail after having committed a horrific assault and am maintaining a blog to write about it with hopes of receiving constructive feedback. Check it out sometime, if you're interested:

http://ablessingindisguise.org