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Addicted to Love? - Blog Entry

14 Mar 2009 10:19 PM

I am very addicted to love. I am currently engaged to someone who I know that I love but I still find that I can not let go of my flirty ways. I have one man I constantly flirt with at work and text and phone. He knows I am engaged and he constantly tells me that for him to ask me to leave my fiance would be selfish of him and that he wouldn't be loving me if he did that. He first told me that he loved me a few weeks ago. I "feel" like I love him too but I love my fiance. I've jumped from relationship to relationship, I've already hurt my fiance twice before by leaving him. I could never hurt him again. I feel like such a horrible person. How could I do this?