I don’t know anyone who particularly enjoys reading about doom and gloom. Have you ever had one of those moments where you just sit and ponder life and the direction society is taking it, or what your future will bring? Yes, that’s where I’m at now. I’m pretty sure I’m over analyzing things. Sometimes I wonder if I get stuck in a rut of thought opening myself to the enemy’s whispers of lies and hopelessness. Those thoughts need to be rebuked. I know too, it’s often times like this where I come to a better understanding about myself and am brought to my knees before the Lord.
I think about many Christians today and the directions they’re lives are taking. Some seem to be conforming more and more to the world, and others believe they have all the answers. I’ve wavered on both ends before as a complete hypocrite. Where’s balance, order, moderation, humility, reverence for God? I suppose at this time, I am searching my heart realizing I need to stop focusing on my world around me; I need to stop carrying burdens that are not mine to carry and rest them at the feet of Christ.
“God, I am feeling so humbled right now. I’m not sure why I ever thought I could carry the cares of this world on my own. Please forgive me for not putting my faith in you that You are able and willing to carry me. Forgive me Lord for focusing on the world around me and the cares of tomorrow when You’ve given me everything I need for today. Help me to serve those who appear to be proud who are often broken, as well as the weak as You would have me do. The weight of my worries have depressed my spirit and I pray that you would remove this from me as I give it to you now; through Your name Jesus, amen.”