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19 Sep 2006 07:58 AM

bored

 I am getting bored with my life right now. All I do is work and sleep and get up and do it all over again. I want something more. I know I will get it when we have a baby. IF we EVER do. I am getting so annoyed with myself also. I have been waiting for 2 months just waiting for AF to come! Then I had to wait two months before that because I was taking birth control to regulate AF! So there's 4 months right there of just waiting. Not to mention the two months it took for me to find out that nothing was wrong! I am suppose to go to the Dr's if I don't start by the end of Sept, but I don't know when a good day would be without it being too soon? I don't know, maybe I am just thinking about it too much. I try to not think about it so that way I don't worry and get depressed too much. I am going to be going to the Dr's to get some Provera so I can FINALLY start my Clomid. I will be more positive then. Probably not though, because then I will be stressing about BD'ing at the right time and O'ing and all the other fun stuff. Hopefully it will all work out. It doesn't make it any better when I hear people tell me that if they find out their pregnant again then they are going to get an abortion. I ask "why don't you do anything to prevent it?" their reply "my husband doesn't like it". I'm sorry but if that does happen I will be so pissed off. I think that's why not getting a BFP is so frustrating, when people who can have babies easily don't care about them! That's all the ranting I will do for now! I have to go to bed now! Nighty night all!

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daniandbebe08 (13481) 01 Nov 2006 01:10 PM

dont worry hun, one day soon you will get your BFP :D

leahn (230) 07 Nov 2006 11:22 PM

Hello, its me andrea.. Just drop by to say hi. and want you to know, that I am already you friend.. :)

Lessly (57386) 23 Nov 2006 11:22 AM

Brandy, how are things going lately? Have you started on the clo-mood yet? I hope that it works and you get a nice Christmas present this year. Take care and keep your chin up. :0)

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