17 Sep 2008 04:46 PM

Day 5

The crying bouts are less.  The emptiness still weighs heavy though.  We finished the obituary today.  Along with creating a couple of websites as a memorial to my Dad.  I called the family from out of town to notify them of the memorial date and burial date.

I feel sad all the time.  I know it will subside, but sometimes I wish it would just go away for a while.  Not forever, but just for a time.  I want to feel normal again.  I used to be so clear thinking, and lately, I have been such a scatterbrain.

A couple more weeks until we bury my Dad.  I know it will tough, but somehow, we will get through it.

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