09 Apr 2007 12:33 AM

Bipolar and Relationships

Being bipolar really messes up relationships. I don’t want to spend my life alone. I need the support of a husband. I want a family so bad. Knowing that my time is running out really depresses me. I just can’t find the guy who is right for me. Relationships can make my symptoms much worse, especially if everything isn’t harmonious. I cannot deal with a relationship that inspires anger in me. I am pretty tolerant, but when I get angry, it is so intense that it makes me ill. I get severe migraine headaches and when I get angry, there is no avoiding the impending migraine. That is why relationships are difficult. I need a guy who is super mellow and excepting of me. Not controlling or manipulative or selfish. One who will never yell at me or invalidate me. I need an angel…and a heavy bag. I really need a heavy bag.

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