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Things to Discuss Before the Wedding - Blog Entry

15 Oct 2008 08:54 PM

I'm new to this site but I'm seeking for answers. I am a christian. I believe that Jesus Christ died in the cross for my sins. I also believe in the Father The Son and The Holy spirit. What gets me is that Iam in love with a black muslim man. we've had sexual encounters for almost a year now. At around his birthday he said that our time as friends were going to be vanished. so I kinda was upscale about it because my feelings were already invaded. To make a story short I got a phone call from a girl whom I didn't know stating & demanding answers on me & his relationship.i payed no attention so I hung up. I didn't mentioned anything to him.After his birthday he changed his number without given me noticed. until a few weeks when he called me to give me his number. so then I began to ask questions why he called when I thought our days were finished. he gave me no explenation. so we continue to be friends with benefits. he did say he got married in jadi.sorry if I didn't spell it right. bt he still looks for me. I'm going kinda crazy because I've gained a lot of feelings towards him. what shall I do. is it right that I should just keep doing what we do even if he's married arrange that is? ladys fellas please help.