07 Apr 2007 03:21 PM

Mommy, Crafter, Writer, Marketing, and more.

I'm tired.

I know I shouldn't be trying to do much right now (Home with our new week old baby! - Yippie) but I can't help feeling like I need to do more.  I really don't want to go  back to work, but a lot still needs to happen in the next couple of months for that to be a possibility. 

Both my crafting business (http://karabu.etsy.com ) and my husband's network/IT consulting business (http://rmhnetworks.com ) are growing, but not at the rate we need them to keep me home yet.  I'm trying to say cool.  It will happen, we're moving the right direction - but I'd feel better if it already happened.  Guess I'm just impaitent.  So I may have to go back for awhile.  Is that the end of the world?  I truly believe it will be only a temporary setback.  Maybe I need to say that to myself more often - get it through my thick head.

I also haven't been writing much.  Haven't been sewing much for that matter either.  My day is mostly nursing, and trying to sleep.  What I want to do is remember that for a little while longer those are really the only things I should be doing - if I want them done right, but when I have a shop with low inventory, and marketing materials to get together for hubby, the relaxing part is tough.

Oh - and I haven't started out taxes yet. . .  Ah well - just a little bit every day - and we'll get there. 

I'm determined.

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