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Escaping the Trap of the Narcissistic Mother - Blog Entry

04 Jan 2009 03:01 PM

I am almost 50, yet I have spent the evening crying like a child because of more abuse from my mother who I am certain has NPD. She is also an alcoholic. I swing from wanting her to love me, to fury. She is going into hospital for an operation for lung cancer on Weds, and I long for her to die so I can be free of being hurt by her. How is it possible to still be so upset at my age?