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21 Aug 2007 04:16 PM

More, More, More.

Well, It has been a bit since I last wrote....I\\\'ve been doing alright. I see that still more ppl are getting positive HPT\\\'s. I\\\'ve decided that the only thing from now on that I am going to do for the remaining couple of months is ovulation prediction. No temping. No ov chart watching. Just living...and letting go. And if I\\\'m blessed to get preg.

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10 Aug 2007 06:07 AM

Feeling Better Today

So, it\\\'s the morning after I\\\'ve HPT\\\'ed and I\\\'m feeling better than I did yesterday. So many people were hurt, my friend Christine even cried. She was so positive that I was pregnant with a girl...lol. I still haven\\\'t had AF. Many are telling me to re-test in a week, but you know...I don\\\'t think that\\\'s necessary. I\\\'ve got a result and I\\\'ve dealt with it.

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09 Aug 2007 05:36 AM

Tumbling Down

Well, I tested this morning. NEGATIVE. *sighs* Not pregnant...again. I\\\'d love to give myself a pep talk and say, cheer up, there\\\'s always next month...but...i\\\'m hurting, i\\\'m disappointed, i\\\'m angry, i\\\'m frustrated...etc. Life goes on...no matter the heartbreak, hurt, disappointment, anger, frustration, or depression.

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08 Aug 2007 05:33 AM

Happy Thoughts

So, If I was pregnant as of today I would be 4 and 5/7 weeks. Lately it seems like EVERYONE thinks i\\\'m pregnant. Yesterday at the center I mentioned that when I eat and after I eat i\\\'m nausiated and someone said \\\"because your pregnant\\\". My friends in the chat are all bugging me to test, but I said NO testing until next month.

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05 Aug 2007 03:26 PM

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04 Aug 2007 03:46 AM

Good Morning

Good Morning, Well last night I slept pretty well, and for the most part slept away the blues I was feeling. Don\\\'t have too much planned for today, just relaxing. And I have to do more study for my CDL license, so that should keep me pretty busy for a bit. I\\\'ll give myself a cleansing face mask today also because I haven\\\'t had one in 2 days now.

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03 Aug 2007 03:16 PM

A Bit Blue

So, today I am feeling sort of blue. I am hearing of sooo many BFP\\\'s, and to top it off Michelle Duggar had another baby. Though I know that God doesn\\\'t punnish us by means of barreness, sometimes I just think to myself, Lord - what have I don\\\'t in my life that is so wrong that would bring this curse upon me. What have I done to displease you.

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