11 Mar 2009 12:53 AM

how to save a life

suicide live online This is letter I wrote this morning to a crime victim advocate that has tried to help me but with no success.This is what happens when you try to help someone. My thoughts are real this is real I have been living this 24/7 for 2 years today, any advice.. Amy, I would say good morning but its not. I have exhausted myself to the true belief that my life means nothing. I came in this world as a mistake from day one. I have tried unsuccessfully to to keep my faith but has been all for nothing. Your program has done nothing for me and was one of the biggest let down. With people from CV agency passing me from one agency to another, and knowing I would not get help, you gave me hope. CV Case Manager Julie played her games from day one. She kicked me off a claim that was more than justified. Evelyn does not call me and keeps me out in the shed longer. I got food stamps but that was it. Dr. Moore in filling out the evaluation report marked down I did not have any hospitalization for mental health in the last two years. He also put down I was not involved in any ongoing mental health treatment. Those scores are relevant to me getting help from DSHS and all other resources including Social Security. Why do people lie? Whatever right, i have to be out of this place over the weekend with no money no medical insurance for meds no place to go, I have decided that if I was to kill myself I would do it so others could see exactly what Crime Victims Program of Washington State does offer. Maybe this way I could save lives by having them turn their heads do not get involved, you didn't see it you didn't hear attitude. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmFi2snLr7o

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